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compliments.

compliments make people appreciate themselves. it promotes self-esteem and sense of security. i am not the type of person who gives out compliment as easy as saying hi or hello. so when i give out a flattering remark i really do mean that. 

okay, that was before. people change you know. 

compliments make other people feel good about themselves. a lot of times people are not aware of the good qualities they possess. we all deserve a pat on the back every once in a while. let's all appreciate the goodness in others. give out praises people! be it about something that person did to you down to the clothes the person is wearing. whatever! let them know.

i am trying to practice this and trust me, it also makes me feel rather good-hearted. the act of making someone feel good about themselves makes me feel happy. some good deed. *insert evil laugh here*

i remember my high school Filipino teacher saying this line and i quote, "gumawa kayo ng isang mabuting bagay araw araw." one good deed everyday won't hurt.

and this, i guess, is the easiest deed i could do. 


appreciate other people by giving out compliments. <3

wish list '09

so it's exactly 10 days before my 19th birthday. excited much? not really. getting older but not taller. lol.

i decided to make a list of the gifts i want for my merry day just for the sake of making it. i would really appreciate it much if this are the gifts instead of some other stuff. but anything will be accepted with open arms and hands. 


  1. laptop case from case logic - 17" (reversible)
  2. FLATS. (size 6, any color will do)
  3. the time traveler's wife by Audrey Niffenegger
  4. any of the books by Jodi Picoult (except my sister's keeper)
  5. Ipanema Anatomica (size 6)
  6. cheesecake.

end. i couldn't think of anything more. kasi there are stuff that i would just like to buy myself na lang. haha. mayaman. 

will update this post if ever there are some additions. haha. assuming na magbibigay kayo ng ganito. lol.

i am babbling.

had to change the url of my account.  i can't write anything because of some people who reads my blog for updates. for the sake of privacy, i changed the account name from kookyketchup to ravingscrews. it's not that i'm afraid some people might get hurt over things said and read. i just want exclusivity and privacy.

... and yeah, i'm afraid some people who constantly reads my blog might get hurt over some thing written and will be written. 

if you're reading this, it only means that i told you about this blog account and you're welcome to read the entries. 

please do edit the link guys. thanks. :) 


peace, love and good vibes,
C

missing the girls.



MALDITA 


i miss my high school barkada (maldita). i miss aira, angelique, antonette, brenda, dannica, jacqueline and shierra. i super kaduper miss you girls! kailan kaya tayo makokompleto again? so looking forward to that day. kailan ba ang next event? let's go karaoke! our only bisyo. and, of course, gossip. haha! 

i love you girls!

attitude problem.


may mga bagay na kung gaano kabilis dumating, kung gaano kabilis naramdaman, nakakalungkot mang isipin, ganoon din kabilis mawawala. mukhang mas mabilis pa.

...or maybe it's just me. ugali ko lang talaga siguro.

speaking of ugali.. here's a rundown of my attitude problem. ENJOY! 
  • mahirap akong kausap. 
  • hindi ako magaling gumawa ng desisyon. 
  • madali akong mkaramdam ng pagkabagot. 
  • ayoko sa tanga. 
  • naiinis ako sa mga taong hindi knowledgeable sa current events (showbiz/politics/music/movies), thus, walang mapag-usapan, walang makwento. 
  • galit ako sa hiphop. 
  • mabilis akong masanay sa routine/habit.. pero madali din akong maka-move on at ibahin ang routine. 
  • gusto ko ng spontaneity, ayoko ng paulit-ulit. 
  • pikon na pikon ako sa mga taong matanong (nanay ko lang may karapatan magtanong sakin ng paulit-ulit.) 
  • hindi ako magaling mag-explain. kaya huwag ng ipilit. minsan iba lang ung nasasabi ko sa gusto kong sabihin. kaya wag na lang talaga.
  • BACKSTABBER AKO. 
  • hindi ako magaling makipag-plastikan. pag hindi kita feel, distansya amigo.
  • magaling ako mang-iwan sa ere. 
  • hindi ako sinungaling. sasabihin ko ang totoo kahit pa masaktan ka. idadagdag ko lang, hindi ako laitera, nagsasabi lang ng katotohanan.
  • pikon na pikon ako sa mga taong mahilig MANAPAW. 
  • approachable ako, pero hindi ako friendly.
marami pa yan! nakalimutan ko lang ung iba. 

i am babbling.

badtrip. playing favorites.

minsan nakakainis na eh. kahit na hindi ako ung nauna ako pa din ung kailangan mag-sorry. 

oo, binato ko sya..


ng remote. eh kinukuha nya sakin eh! diba un ung gusto niya? binigay ko naman diba. binato ko nga lang. kailangan ba nya kong hampasin ng unan tsaka sigawan? sabi ko sandali lang may titignan lang ako. ililipat ko din naman agad sa channel na gusto niya. 

hindi un ung nakakainis na parte eh. alam kong mali na batuhin ko siya. napikon ako eh. ikaw kaya atatin ng ganun? hapit na hapit ampotek. 

ang nakakainis lang eh ung parte na kailangan mag-sorry. baket? nasaktan ba siya? umiyak ba siya? siya ba pinapag-sorry mo sakin pag ako ung naaagrabyado sa sitwasyon? wala akong maalala na oras na umiyak ako at nag-sorry siya sakin. tapus ako pinapag-sorry mo sa kanya. hindi naman siya tinamaan nung binato ko diba? nasaktan ba siya?

HINDI. 

eh kapag ako? oo. nakikita mo kong tumatawa kapag naaagrabyado ako. sa tingin mo hindi ako nasasaktan? anak ng. grabe lang yan. favoritism?   



fuck my life. 

soundtrip.

new songs! 

found time to change the old playlist. love the new songs.

fuck you by lily allen
heartless by kris allen
i poke her face by kanye west
say aha by santogold

will update blog soon. didn't have time last week. 

oh! and i changed the layout. dark much? haha. let's conserve energy, shall we?

black is green
agree? agree?

hope all is well for everyone. 
good vibes guys!

peace, love and good music, 
C